Coffee with myself. Black Nespresso espresso - today is turn to the “Inspirazionne Venezia”. Not too strong, almost feels like I chew a black coffee bean. I always drink it in a very small sips black to feel all components of the coffee. Once a day, morning, not later than 3pm, as it doesn’t allow me to sleep after.
Facebook and GDNlife turned into my diary.
Yesterday was a very productive day. I sent emails to all lawyers. I sent emails to various entities to discontinue some of Geg’s personal services.
Thoughts are flying high and fast, I can’t catch them. I wish there was a thought recorder.
I can’t help remembering when she said: We need to talk. I said: I don’t want to talk. Then again she said: We want to help you, you know how horrible can be in the UK. I said: do I look like I need your help? Then she said: we need to see the will. I said: Aha I see.. that was only 4 days later.
Almost all is done waiting for the self-isolation to end to start my volunteering work. The house is in a mess but 'hey' who and what is not in a mess right now? This mess can wait, let’s look at the big picture first.
