Even if I want to, I can't.
What is in my heart can't be found out.
Her smile matters the most to me.
Even if I am not the reason for the smile on her face,
what matters to me is that it stays.
It doesn't matter who is, what matters is that she is.
My life is not mine to be thought upon, it's a life to think for.
The words come up straight from my heart;
But stop when they try to come out of my mouth.
‘Don't wanna start something that can't be taken to the next level.
‘Don't wanna ruin a life of someone that deserves someone special.
So what if I will be left alone in this world,
this world won't be left alone without me.
She deserves the best of the best, and I am not even good;
So how and why should I think of me being with her?
This life of mine isn't a life to be thought upon.
It doesn't matter if I see her everyday or not.
I know that she lives in my heart, I can take a look at any time.
‘Have spent years alone, so what if I had to do it some more?
This life of mine isn't a life to be thought upon.
People come and go everyday in your life, but only a few stay forever.
The ones who stay, don’t always mean they bring happiness.
Some stay to remind you everyday about the pain that you want to forget.
This life of mine isn't a life to be thought upon.
