Butterflies can’t see their wings


Everything is determined by forces over which we have no control. It is determined for the insect as well as for the star. Human beings, vegetables or cosmic dust - we all dance to a mysterious tune,  intoned in the distance by the invisible paper. 

The woman, was the latter.She lived a very independent life. 

She was always on top. Might it be academics or extracurriculars & she always advised others to try not to become a man of success, but rather try to become a man of value & In the middle of difficulty, lies opportunity. 

She lived the dream every high-school teenage wished for. Friends, family, school life.....she had all she wished for. Blessed. Content. 

Just like other teenagers, even she had to date and later breakup  she was always coercion by that ex. 

Obviously, the only good thing about goodbyes is that it means you're a little closer to a new hello. Don't cry over the past, It's gone. Don't stress about the future, It hasn't arrived. Our pretentious subsequent always awaits for you. After all, when love beckons to you, follow him. Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, though the sword hidden among his pinions May wound you. Though his voice may shatter your dreams as north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you.Even as he is for your growth so he for your pruning

Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, so shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. 

He threshes you to make you naked. He sifts you to free you from your husks. He kneads you until you are pliant And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become bread for God’s sacred feast. 

All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of life’s heart. But if in your fear you would seek only love’s peace and love’s pleasure, Then it’s better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love’s threshing-floor, Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all your laughter, and weep, but not all your tears.

She was always scrolling through her Facebook newsfeed since that was the only prominent social media used by most school girls and boys too😏

There was someone who she used to reply to and text every now and then when she was extremely bored from 3 years ago. This guy, was very discrete. Being different isn’t a bad thing. It means you’re brave enough to be yourself. This girl was usually leaving a sigh of relief since there is no one chasing her by taunts of obsessiveness, her ex was no one to taunt her anymore. 

The old friend of hers, he was very sweet and no matter how rudely she didn’t give a damn to him on some days, he always used to text or reply with an actual smile coming from within. 

Gradually, both of them confessed that they like each other and started being together. They were spending as much time possible for eachother and never missed even the fraction of a second for meeting while it used to be possible. After all, meeting often for teenagers, was never easy. She always used to miss him a little too much, a little too often and a little more everyday, during her summer vacation of just 2 months. It used to be sixty two days for her😣 and that is one thousand four hundred eighty eight hours. That is not a one digit number right. A healthy relationship is one where 2 independent people just make a deal that they will help the other person be the best version of themselves. 

They were together for 498 days, that is more than 1 and half years being with each other, facing all difficulties, facing each other’s possessiveness and many more. Sadly, she again had to deal with his possessiveness but she ignored since she really felt that he is the one for her. 

Possessiveness destroys love. And they should not be possessed, and that again destroys  your love. But, she is someone who believes  that  love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and it is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to truth, to hope, and to endure whatever comes. 

Like every other teen, she broke up with him 2 days before she left the country to join for master degree. Her ex was actually crying a lot just when he heard her saying that she wants to break up. A MAN was crying for her as she broke up with him. Just Cz she  broke up 

She was hurt too, did not know what to do and she badly wanted to patch up with him again but didn’t because she understood that breaking up is the best for both of them. 

After all, when you get to the end of all the light you know and it’s time to step into the darkness of the unknown, faith is knowing that one of two things shall  happen: either you will be given something solid to stand on, or you will taught how to fly

It’s just Love naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.

Love possesses not nor would it be possessed. 


 The girl I’m talking is me! I am talking my school life story 

After awhile, she made a really close friendship with Sarah. I felt like Sarah is sister from another mother.  After One and half years, me and Sarah planned to make a prank video to post on youtube. We planned randomly go and talk to a man in a cafeteria as women who is filled with sadness because of her boy friend. I  was this women and I casually  acted this way with the man  named Hanas inside Cafe Coffee Day. I went to him with a sad look and asked him wether he would like to spend an hour with me  but he said no as he had to complete an assignment. Then I  started talking slowly about  my broken heart which was deeply broken by my  boy friend. Then I  got up and started walking away and at that time, Hanas got up, stopped me and bought me a chocolate shake and talked to me in such a way that she would forget about my  broken heart. After an hour Sarah came  up to us showing the camera and me and Sara told Hanas that it was entirely a prank. He just laughed and talked to us for a few minutes. After this day, we never met him or had any contact with him. 

After a month Sarah  met with a major accident in which her face was fully injured. She had to apply band age all over her face with just her eyes, lips and nostrils shown uncovered. People made brutally fun of her when they saw her. One day she was sitting alone in an ice-cream shop which was crowded by our collage mates. Every one were making fun of her extremely so much and at that time she was completely lonely as I was busy with my family and she had no one else. She was fully depressed and was just sitting at the ice-cream shop. At that time Hanas went and  sat on the chair opposite to her as the shop was completely filled and there wasn’t any left over chair someone had called Sara at that time and she spoke for a minute and had cut the called. At that time, Hanas recognized her voice and asked her “are you the girl who came to talk a prank video the other day?”. After this Hanas went on talking random things as he understood bher voice that it is that same girl. He went on talking as he understood that Sara was in a very bad mood through her eye expression. After this day they both got very close the clearly understood each others charectar. They started the theme called “Sahaya” in which college students had to spend 15 hours of their time in talking to fishermens, all people, cancer patients, etc. They started this as they understood that people who are low in the society go through a lot as they look bad for the present society. But Sara and Hanas showed their actual beauty.

It’s just real beauty exists inside the heart and not over the face.  She got who she was hoping for..

Sometimes the road of life takes an unexpected turn as you have no choice but to follow it to end up in the place you are supposed to be. 

And, If you can't ignore imperfections, then your imaginary ideal soulmate will always remain pending till you grow old and die! 




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